I am a hurtful, vindictive person at times. Most of the time I am sweet, kind, thoughtful and loving to those around me. But there are a few people in my life I have tested and tried beyond their ability to withstand. I have heard the words, "I have enough hurt in my life, I do not need yours". It is true. I understand it. I would do the same in their place. I sorrow over the lost or drastically changed relationship, and pray each day I can change for good, finally, and know for sure that I will never hurt anyone again.
I wonder as I ponder. How did Christ do it? How does he continue to do what he does today? Here is a man who came to Earth, the son of God. He was mocked and tried and had many many trials and yet in the midst of these he escaped into the Garden to take on all our pains and sorrows. He, knowing we would be repeating the offenses, and mistakes over and over again. He took them all. Every single one of them. Not only that, he loves us still and His arms are open to receive us. How?
How can He love so deeply that he accepts the sorrow, the stripes and the pain, even through his own. I am amazed that although I have worn out the patience of some around me, I have not yet worn out the love of my Savior. Through all of this, He is there, comforting me, encouraging me, and taking away the sorrows I feel for things I have done. How very much He loves me. How very much He loves all of us.
I pray that as I continue through my life, and I am faced with enough. I remember, and stretch a little more, try to become more like Christ and receive a little more love for those around me.
